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i screwed up in most delightful fashion

amazingly good

but probablyu bad, cc please don-t be mad,

i do not believe dfddlove have to husrt to be felt

this is just so sinfully lustfilthy good/bad

that

kind of love



then i jumped ten meters cliff straight down the dead fall

i had my eyes open even under the green streamy water

after half hours philosophy balancing on the cliff edge with my mind companion and sister, Liv

how it is not about letting the courage come out, but just to let freaky fear go

we lept out

i fell for quite a while

i thought i would hit water before i did

Then barbiequed little prins man made sausages with Mother

and her foreign aquintence, who said i spoke broken home language because of

strange setting of word and pronaunciation...

i said

no, i do not

under my teeeth i swore at her

fuck you

but Mother said also

no

i have ndfno need to feel foreign in the woods, by the waterfall, with my family

i keep thinking about the little ninjas

every time i need perspective

instead of the old man on the moon trick

(i now see them little ninjas coming through where perspective is needed)

even just for kick



on the train i wrote about wolf alice, who looked for her missing tail



it is interesting

whose tail really?

sometimes we look for things to miss

miss so bad

it becomes the main thought of task to period in life

period

over and out